Reading Diary: BECOMING-ANIMAL: with Michael Bowdidge

For Deleuze & Guattari : “becoming occurs in concrete and material states-of-affairs that express impersonal forces in order to transform sensible forces that would otherwise remain insensible.” I ask myself: is becoming intrinsic to being in this world, either as animal or human? What makes me see me as human? What makes humans perceive cat as animal? Causes? Conditions?

 What distinguish man from animal? Is it Perception? Is it Memory? Is it the intellect? Is it knowing?

In the Iliad homer describes death in the battlefield for both human & animal. The human description makes me think of some kind of heightened/ complex form of consciousness imbued with resistance perceiving that moment of death. In the animal description I’m left with the sensation that in such presence there is complete surrender.  Deleuze argues that it is not humans but animals who know how to die. I Resound with Deleuze’s thoughts. I deeply admire animal instinctual wisdom. I have been living with a curious ever-present cat for about 9 years. He knows how to rest. He knows how to delineate boundaries by moving gracefully in space…I’m sure he will know how to die.

boy down the wrinkly way-charcoal on paper

boy down the wrinkly way-charcoal on paper

Also, I like to think of becoming spontaneous as described in the book “The phenomenon of man” by Pierre Teilhard de Chardin : - “We are dealing with only one event, the orthogenesis of everything living towards a higher degree of immanent spontaneity. To write the true natural history of the world, we should need to be able to follow it from within. It would thus appear no longer as an interlocking succession of structural types replacing one another, but as an ascension of inner sap spreading out in a forest of consolidated instincts. Right at its base, the living world is constituted by consciousness clothed in flesh and bone. From the biosphere to the species is nothing but an immense ramification of psychism seeking for itself through different forms…”

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BODY FRAGMENTS

My focus during these 10 months of practice has been very personal and introspective. I understand it now as a threshold, a space I needed to inhabit in order to address change (mainly related to the habits I have created during the 10 + years of practice as an architect), as well as to embody my practice as an artist in a more balanced way.  

I aimed to integrate my body within the context of my previous work as a sculptress and through this process I discovered the relevance of the sensorial, intuitive part of my practice. There is an exchange between my body and the materials I chose to work with, both informing one another. 

 As a process artist, I experience a strong connection with the materials I engage with and, in time, even come to embody their qualities.  My interactions with iron began in 2014 when I was diagnosed with an iron deficiency. The doctor’s report stated an imbalance in iron and iron binding capacity in my system. It wasn’t something I could picture but surely felt as strong headaches and body fatigue. As I introduced iron into my diet, consciously or not, the element became more and more a part of my life. While trying to eat more meat, spinach and lentils, I also began using iron particles as one of the principal materials for my work. Years later, in 2018, the doctor’s report stated that the iron within my blood had sky-rocketed, so high that it was actually out of range.

 

Upon my return from Berlin, in September 2018, I was pondering the notion of inner-transformation when I stumbled upon a rusty piece of metal.  I followed my urge to bring it home and experiment with this decaying piece of iron. I began within: within my blood, within my home.

turning iron into dust

In my bathroom, I managed to fit a plastic bucket big enough to submerge the iron piece in water with some other materials. I placed this bucket on the floor between the tub and the sink as my work space.  The rusty object mixed with water, magnets, fabric, scrap metal and iron shavings, creating a kind of soup that I left to ferment for a few weeks.  It was fascinating to watch how the media reacted and changed during this time of experimentation. In the beginning, a metallic brown layer formed on the surface where the rusty water met the air, looking almost iridescent.  After a few days, I decided to add some vinegar to accelerate the process of oxidation.

bucket materials sample_ October 2018

bucket materials sample_ October 2018

bucket materials sample_ May 2019

bucket materials sample_ May 2019

The thin, iridescent layer turned into a voluptuous foam of brownish coloration accompany with a strong odor, which added to the atmosphere in a very particular way.  My house smelled like blood at first and after some days of oxidation, began to smell like cheese.  Sharing this later with a scientist friend, I confirmed the proliferation of bacteria.

I began collecting the foam daily, carefully scooping it with a metal knife and pouring it onto white parchment paper.  Experimenting as a painter, I tilted the parchment paper so the liquid would spread; tracing boundaries and delineating intersections towards wide and open areas like a map of unknown territory, marked by interesting textures.  Once dry, I discovered that the foam had turned into dust, bringing about an eerie transmutation of the material (iron).

Iron dust

Iron dust

During this month-long experiment, as my materials transformed, I also underwent a physical and psychic transformation. I had dreams of vomiting and excretion and would wake up feeling relief from purging.  Waking up every morning with excitement to a newly formed layer of foam to scrape out became a ritual.  Over the course of a few days the foam subsided and I was left with a jar of iron dust. This jar now sits on the highest shelf of a bookcase in my living room. The refined, dust-like consistency creates clouds within the jar every time I shake it. I want to make more of this but I’m having trouble recreating it. I tried this experiment again with a different piece of rusty metal and was unable to recreate the foam or the characteristic smell of my initial experiment. I believe the initial piece of rusty metal had a particular bacterium on it that had caused that reaction.  This, for me, is an analogy for how significant and ephemeral those moments of creativity are.   I caught a glimpse of wholeness, in spite of not being able to recreate the same results again.

The bathroom became my laboratory, the place I tended to every day to observe the transmutation of iron, as much as to deal with the intimate aspects of my body.  I was able to manifest and experience massive transmutations of the materials within this microcosm, without having to buy materials from the store.  I was capable of distilling a more refined version of the material/element I had been working with for so long.  That, in itself, opened a door to the vast possibilities of the material and to my agency as a creator. 

I ask myself, have I reached a balance of iron in my blood through this process?       


A a spatial intervention that manifests the idea of a threshold-a gap- space between other space.

Iron drawings- artist book

Iron drawings- artist book

I want to create an artist book with this pile of drawings. I currently have them air-bound within a box. These are the ones that still contain the strong odor I experienced within my whole apartment during the process of oxidation.

Iron dust, resin bubble, metal ring/ object

Tiny spheres shining in the dark, sprawling the dessert ground…is a work in progress

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NY -INSTALLATION -SOUND PERFORMANCE

Particle lake was set in motion under a vaulted ceiling, a 110-foot cast iron dome resting on stone arches, featuring a colorful mural of symbols and rays, extending up towards the blue sky.

 In 2010, the Williamsburg Savings Bank, a 135-year old landmark building, a classical revival in style began a four-year of meticulous, all-encompassing interior and exterior restoration. I was part of this process in collaboration with other architects, artisans and artists and still have access to this stunning work of art and architecture of monumental proportions. Having the opportunity, I chose to utilize it as a site to further experiment and engage with spatial and architectural elements that relate to the ideas of polarity and impermanence already present within my process, and to emphasize the original conceptual statement proposed for this live-stream/ experimental performance, bearing in mind the macro scale of the dome in relationship with the micro scale of the sculpture as well as considering the apparent motion of the vaulted mural in dialogue with the actual motion of iron particles tilting and turning onto the limited surface of the sculpture. Experimenting with sound was part of the challenge, considering this monolithic structure mainly built in granite and marble, where acoustic is poor and echo is always present.

Casting, reflecting, projecting, motion, sound and light. The whole thing happened in 1 ½ hour period of time, it was an introspective and collaborative play, we were 6 people in the space, each of us chose to interact with an instrument/ object.  Playing motion with the sculpture, sound with bells, and multiple instruments including kalimba, guitar, percussion, pedal loops and lights. In tandem, these interactions are being recorded by the use of a web cam while traveling 8,000 km down south and transmitted via livestream technology. The whole package of sound, light and image is being projected in Cordoba- Argentina within a room of small proportions, it is loud and crowded. People come in and out while a musician is improvising with a piano.

LIVE STREAMING_NORTH (NY) SOUTH (CBA-ARGENTINA)

A multilayered piece of sound and sculpture using: guitar, kalimba, loop pedals, percussion, voice and bells to create a reflective, repetitive, open and bright sound environment in dialogue with of a kinetic sculpture composed of iron particles, copper bar, magnets and battery oriented motor.

duration: 1 1/2 Hour


LIVESTREAM PROJECTION- SOUND PERFORMANCE-CBA-ARGENTINA

The whole package of sound, light and image is being received and projected in Cordoba- Argentina within a room of small proportions, it is loud and crowded. People come in and out of the room while a musician is improvising with a piano.


What happened during this experimental exhibit took place simultaneously in three places at the same moment in different latitudes and coordinates of time and space including the virtual edge. The use of technology opened an array of possibilities to different ways of sharing the work, a virtual, less tangible form, far from the limits of the walls within the studio. The realization of new possibilities for interaction, sharing and collaboration sprung together with the potential resting in the interaction between work and experience.

The work and words of the kinetic artist Julio Le Parc comes to mind after recently visiting his show at the Met Breuer. The following are notes I took from an interview done to the artists which I found inspiring to my process:

His work was about creating an experience without conducting any sort of scientific investigation but rather based on direct experience and practice. On one side it was the experience on the surface he created (diagrams, drawings and kinetic sculptures) and on the other side was the viewer, in between was the relationship between the eye and the surface proposed. Back in the 60’s and 70’s, when he developed his work the spectator was left out from the world of visual arts, in turn he wanted each spectator, with whatever she or he possessed in and of himself and with his/her own innate capacity to see, observe and interact, to be able to establish a relationship with the presented experience or work. Experimenting with that meant putting before the spectator not a fixed work that would be full of possibilities but rather the possibilities themselves as infinite variables facing the viewer.



process blog update 01-20-2019

We live on a giant magnet (planet earth) and the bodies we carry are part of it. How human bodies are connected to that bigger field? How this field pervades the body?

Earth Magnetic field is generated by the dynamic fluid motion of matter happening within the core of the planet: transferring heat through a pool of molten iron-nickel, generating electric currents that travel in and out-all around the globe creating an electromagnetic field/ invisible aura called the magnetosphere.  A protective layer that acts as a shield protecting us from harmful cosmic rays and solar winds. Every planet within the  solar system has a magnetic field, a layer responsible to maintain an atmosphere conducive to life, in some cases stronger than others, which results in not being conducive at all, like planet mars that only exhibits vestiges of an old magnetic field because of the cooling off of the iron core; or the moon, lacking dynamic motion within the core resulting in a weak field compared to the one on planet earth. (data taken from visit to the hall of human origins @ museum of natural history of NY)

These subtle forms of electromagnetic radiation are constantly bathing the human body. The body receives them as much as generates its own magnetic/ auric fields.

At a personal level I experience it as waves- electric currents traveling trough the body, sensed as sudden chills and movements perceived from the outside as much as gestated in the inside, reverberating in and out through my skin. Something i can compare to the sudden electric shock or spark when touching someone or something (metal). I can’t quiet proof that through any specific method other than my own censorial experience, feeling these more often when working with my body including art making, yoga and breathing practices.

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“Along the north- south axis of the earth runs a powerful force.

Dual in nature, opposite in charge.

At the core where these forces meet, resistance takes place leading to a process of dissolution: As a result spacious balance lacking any characteristics of its own unfolds as landscapes of infinite possibilities…

Where different tones, alterations and colors play in constant movement.

Where unpredictable opposites light and fully present gracefully flow.

Where upward spirals overlap  intersecting lifetimes of search. “

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Flavia Bertorello

Brooklyn, 11-28-2015

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Flavia Feedback from Syowia

Monday 24th Sept 2018 (sent as an email)

Thanks so much for sharing your process. Its exciting to see the topic of body in relationship and relationships in space as a framework. - Please note these are just my initial thoughts - take what ever works for you and ignore the rest – I will clean it up tonight when adding to google docs.

obvious observer is Eadweard Muybridge – he came to my mind when I was looking at the charcoal drawings – this is probably a surface response but I think some of the photography work of his could be inspirational.

I love the way the materiality is iron in some of your work – its an obvious choice due to using magnets – I wonder if material can be explored more to go beyond being functional with working with magnets to symbolic – I thought of Joseph Beuys rust drawings -

"There is something strong about the bond within the structure of a diamond that makes it the hardest and most pure element founded in the mantle of the earth, whereas for graphite a weak bond makes it dark and slippery." FB - this also made me think about geometry and religion – maybe research sacred symbols – African patterns use a lot of geometry – also nature and geometry - so much to look at as a philosophy here – rich material to engage with – then translate into the visual format

I love the aesthetics of the magnetic element in your practice – the iron fillings and their shapes – some of it reminds me of crescents on the surface of the moon.

Spirituality and the cosmos somehow keeps coming up for me -quantum physics also comes up for me

I would document/ photograph even more all the places you see geometry in the environment around you like what you did with the concrete floor photo – I somehow imagine if you did several of these and layered them all out on table some inspiration will come at you – its that we see it everywhere – man made and nature – I think also check out the Rudolf Steiner philosophy it might be nice for you

there's is also artist Pamela Phatsimo Sunstrum - she did a series of works on the cosmos you might find inspiring – she works a lot with the body and the cosmos and identity - you can find her at Tiwani gallery in London – her video work might be better for you.

https://www.google.com/search?q=pamela+phatsimo+sunstrum&rlz=1C1JZAP_en-gbFI792FI792&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiHob-UgdPdAhUnxoUKHbkuAUkQsAR6BAgEEAE&biw=1261&bih=640

Space Studies:

totally random but I thought about Francis Bacons paintings when looking at your room – figure in the room – sculptural exploration – I think its because of the room he used to build into his paintings – they could be something to look at – they are very simple but create depth and play strongly with psychology

the body work – what I found most interesting with these videos were the ones with the flat metal looking band -

I would encourage you to explore the trace of the action more – maybe incorporating the magnetic paint or a mark making onto the paper/canvas/cardboard/wood/metal/concrete what ever surface you like – but the imprint of the body with the action in space – and a reference to time and if the material is active like magnetic paint with the metal this can remain active after the body has left. I would also explore sound – what type of sound is being produced through this process and what does it mean or can it mean for you

also I found it interesting that the magnetics points where on your hands and feet in places of pressure points of the place of receiving energy or giving energy but the part of the body that is used in open and closing giving and taking with the body – reflexology and the meridian lines may be of interest to you – I would also explore doing this with eyes closed – creating a meditative practice within the action – or long endurance to see what really happens – also magnets have been used as healing – something with relationships and healing is triggered for me in your process.

Exploring time in relationship could also be interesting – creating circular or linear place of work

maybe also changing the perspective of the camera – you could get a camera on the body and get a very different perspective – but then again it depends on if the video is a product you want to create for the work or not – I guess it would be interesting to see the body the self inside of the perspective of how they see their relationship to the space or someone or a philosophy – something to think about

I think the bandages you use also make me this of healing and the medical world – it would read differently if they were cycling gloves or fashion gloves or colourful scarf – the choice of the bandage made me think – healing – western science –

I think you should include your ego box here too – there might be some unconscious connections and its interesting work – the body transcends its molecular and the ego is the body – this could be explored further




Flavia’s response to Syowia’s feedback /10-01-18

Thanks a lot for your feedback! and extensive artist’s references. It helped me a big deal to clarify  ideas around the direction my process is taking and to understand that as much as i’m interested in the universal i’m also piercing fibers related to my own identity. Our conversations during residency around existence and the ego triggered the creation of the ego box! and i’m glad to be able to step on that territory (thank u for that). I must say this is something i have had in the back of my mind-creative process for a while and is now becoming more obvious. However vulnerable i feel showing that part of myself i still see it as an opening for transformation. My question is: how much does it need to be stated about my own pain and trauma?

Exploring the trace of action with the body and materials i’m using really resonated within, your suggestion of  Joseph Beuys rust drawings inspired me to experiment with iron and water. I’ve had a bucket filled with water, scrap metal, crinoline fabric  and iron shavings fermenting in my bathroom for the past week and it is fascinating to see the iridescent layer of foam that has appeared on the surface. I want to research more about this transformation that happens when  rusty water meets air (oxygen). Also, i have started pouring this foam on white paper and observing the trace of the liquid when moving the paper around.

Time has been implied in my past sculptures and see it as a potent element mainly related to this idea of change-motion. I have approached time before as a measure of change and now i’m starting to see it as a limit or boundary constantly moving and adjusting to space…

Nature, science and human symbolism are themes i want to keep pondering as a way of bridging the subconscious-conscious, universal-individual, time-space, tangible-intangible, heaven-earth, the material and the abstract.

I hope to integrate and articulate all these issues in a graceful way. And to have the guts to step  aside from creating purely functional objects.

Sending Heart! Flavia


Flavia Feedback from Kate

October 1st, 2018

Hi Brave Lady! This is a vulnerable offering. Wow - it’s so amazing when we can go in the direction that leaves us naked. We need to convince the body to trust again after trauma, so that you are offering your body to your work as the mark of change - amazing. Last night I was a poetry reading and the writer said, “Pay close attention to the material you resist and the material you obsess over — there are poems in both places”.

Joseph Beuys came up for me too after reading your blog. These two quotes reminded me of your process: “how we mold and shape the world in which we live: sculpture as an evolutionary process; everyone is an artist.”

He also said...“That is why the nature of my sculpture is not fixed and finished. Processes continue in most of them: chemical reactions, fermentations, color changes, decay, drying up. Everything is in a state of change.”

I’ll just say again that one of the most intriguing elements about your video work is the directionality of the materials. You’re pulling them along with you, despite their painful implications. I began to consider the metaphone: The pins that prick, the pins that hold us after we’re broken, the pins that point to something. I wonder if the directionality of your body can play a larger role in these “movement video sketches”? Do the magnetic surfaces have to be your hands and feet? It’s beautiful, but I’m also struck by the tortured imagery of it all.  The medical bandages make it very vulnerable - wounded even. Is there something more about the way you’re making the wounds vulnerable? Something is calling you to discover identity and this is a powerful choice. I wonder about a choreography that would have you collecting and repelling the pins…


Flavia’s response to kate’s feedback// 10-05-2018

Thanks lot for your words, feedback and questions. Indeed, convincing the  body to trust again ain't easy. For me It is an everyday act of caring and patience, that  more often doesn't align with my mental processes (intelect). My physicality seems to be much more slower. So,  i’m learning to listen to my body’s tempo as much as i’m learning to open myself again. I still feel very protective of my own pain. It may have to do with my inability to express it / tendency to keep it all in.

I wonder if the directionality of your body can play a larger role in these “movement video sketches”?

I think it will be amazing. During this series of short videos/ experiments i was constantly thinking how wonderful could be to experiment with another body in space with objects

Do the magnetic surfaces have to be your hands and feet?

Not necessarily, the choice was very unconscious but in way limited to the size of the magnet. however, I wish i could experience the magnetic pull with my whole body. I’ve been thinking about  a magnetic suit and did some experiments with magnetic tape on fabric, so far unsuccessful.

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Is there something more about the way you’re making the wounds vulnerable?

 This is a profound question and i don’t know what to say….


Hi Flavia!  Oh so sorry to be out of time, my bad bad

Thank you for sharing your work and wonderful to see your creative exploration.  Not sure if i have I’ve got format right, this is my first foray with google docs. I wish I had seen/heard your presentation, but have looked over your webpage, so, please accept these notes and observations in that context of a little ignorance. I’m trying to keep my thoughts as fresh reactions and direct responses. Here goes..

What do I see?  

  • Firstly but more generally about your practise:  I see multiple strands going on here that talk to me about materiality, performativity, movement, body, voice.  Materiality seems to stands out strongly.

  • I see a sensitive, calm, yet playful, inquisitive explorative nature in your approach.

  • There’s a quiet considered tone/pitch that your voice (poetry recital) seems to set that permeates the wider body.

  • I understand these to be series of exercises or tests, a bit like a speed dating introduction, where there’s a declared potential for intimacy, yet there’s a little awkwardness, unfamiliarity. Your playful interrogation of things, whilst there’s some predictability (ie as we the audience have an understanding of magnetism) curiosity is still engaging.  I think that to be in the ‘try out and see’ is an important experimental place/space to be in.

What I understand?  This is How it makes me feel

  • For sure it makes me feel the same calmness, I can't help feeling engaged by your studious curiosity and a subtle sense of humour (very discreet/wry even/ wistful).  Altogether your works have a slowing down effect on me. I really look, listen, become more attentive.

  • It feels in light, unburdened.   I interpret that relations between body and object you are sharing here are in young experimental or preliminary stages, although you have extended your enquiry in magnetism, each experiment still feels exploratory stage, perhaps not tested to limit or boundary(or maybe you just haven’t shared those).  

  • I think I feel this way because there is a mesmeric quality, that commands rhythm,  almost dictating rate consumption. However, after a while i began to wonder what other tempos do you do?


How are my observations connected to other theories or bodies of work.

  • With regard to your relationship ie body to object, movement and so on, I can't help thinking about Pina Bausch’s thoughts/interest “it’s not how people move.. but in what moves them”.  

  • I really like Rebecca Horn’s machinery and prosthetics, as extension to herself. (She also talks about failure, her machines are not built to be forever, but inherently struggle, fail).  I wonder about whether you consider testing to boundary (you’ve talked about boundaries) ie to failure. Embracing ‘Failure’ as learning site. So far there’s a sense of safeness in your work. I think the language and outcomes of these stages (say juvenile vs mature) are very different and are potential spaces to be explored as well.  

  • “Through an interdisciplinary re-search including: nature, science, dreams and symbolism, I intend to enrich my own process of thinking and making while addressing the subjects of space, boundaries and identity (human body).” (Can you see the comment i added?  This portion of your practice statement makes me think of Rachel Whiteread)

  • Geta Bratescu Romanian artist, see Magnetti in Oras 1974, she died a few days ago.  She had a varied practice and in many ways Approach playful like yours. Much interesting collaging going on in her practice amongst other things, being playful in studio, lines, hands video.


Flavia’s response to Polly’s feedback// 10-05-2018

Thanks for your observations! And feedback. I understand these to be series of exercises or tests, a bit like a speed dating introduction, where there’s a declared potential for intimacy, yet there’s a little awkwardness, unfamiliarity.

You understood and saw it right!. This feels very contradictory-as much as i wish to experience Intimacy once i’m there i don’t know  what to do-how to behave, that triggers an immediate response mechanism: me running away from that space. I think i have both, issues with intimacy and commitment.

I really like your suggestion about embracing failure as a learning site. I’ll chew on that.


Regarding boundaries: -I didn’t grew up with healthy boundaries so i sometimes perceive boundaries as limitation that threatens and interferes with my own sense of freedom/ being. which makes me wonder about  limits (either material or psychological) and how they shape one’s identity.

reading diary: ONE SPEAKING MOUTH, WITH MANY EARS, AND HALF AS MANY WRITING HANDS: Joseph Lubitz and Gordon Hall

Kant’s brilliant idea about having the determination and courage to use one’s intelligence without being guided by another sounds very inspiring, but I wonder how feasible would that be applied to a massive scale of education. With that idea in mind, would it be possible to find a win/win situation within the educational system between how much it is given by the institution/ teacher and to what degree students take in all that’s “forced” upon them / given? I’m not only talking about the considerable debt (that may take a lifetime to payoff) but also the amount of information, knowledge usually conveyed/ passed on at an intellectual level. What about the realization of that knowledge? I mean, an insight, embodiment, true understanding of that which is taught. Can we rely and stand on our inner intelligence and move on from there? Is that something that could be taught? Or is it something we have to keep reminding each other within the binomial student-teacher relationship as we continue to go through the stages of growths and education? For me the binomial mentor/mentee relationship is essential, one can’t exist without the other.

process blog update 01-01-2019

reflections upon surveying past blog posts

I investigate the relationships between boundaries and the human body in space. I’m interested on how the body comprehends and engages with the material world and in the exchange that takes place during that interaction.

 As a maker, I experience a strong connection with the materials I use, physicality and complete immersion in the act of making allows me to experience an intimate space, where distance is immeasurable and boundaries disappear. I find thyself in what I make, identification and projection take place. I find myself in the palpable, moment to moment adaptation and proximity to the object, a close contact/ interaction that provides a visceral understanding of who and where I’m in space.

As an observer, I see, separate and create distance between things. This differentiation between the observer and that which is being observed creates space that allows form to take place (boundary/ limit) for further interaction, observation and contemplation.

With that being said: making attend to the work and the self while observing defines them. When defining things/ the work/ the self , I encounter a lot of difficulties in sticking to one definition or opinion hence I’m constantly facing change; rising, falling, shifting, re-labeling what’s out there to achieve balance with what remains: tactile approach to space.

sculptural sketches: rebar on linen

defining elements: assigning qualities & dimensions to my research

keywords: touch, proprioception, rhizome, form, strata, assemblage, lines of flight, contact, space, human body, motion, multiplicities, perception (the senses), contemplation, interaction/ live action.

I have been working on defining the dimensions of my research. For which I have created a series of sculptural sketches using iron rebar to materialize (3-dimesionally) the boundaries delineated on underground forest (see map below).  But before getting into space I would like to mention the layers and meaning assigned to each layer piled up onto this map I’m using to navigate and understand the directions I’m taking in relationship to other theories and artist’s practice.

grid: representing space-time as the backdrop-fabric, scenario where all happens.

magnets: representing my work including: the self, ideas, experience, dreams, imagination expressed through writing, mapping, drawing, building and interacting.

rhizomatic lines: representing boundaries, lines of contact, directions, brunches of study, interests, another artist’s practice

territories: layers of my praxis, lines of contact, strata forming a territory us much as other theories and practices form other territories

river: stream, continuous flow between the above-mentioned territories- navigating this river, establishing connections and interaction along the stream will contribute to further understand, develop and position my work.

cutting-looping-linking lines

The method consists of cutting different lengths of metal (rebar) looping both extremities, closing one end while the other remains open, until the next length comes in to be looped again. Each length of material connects to other lengths bringing about a sequence of lines and loops open and closing as the assemblage grows.

the assemblage: an organism

Handling, twisting, folding, looping, linking lengths of rebar (*). One length leading to another, opening and closing on the extremities. There are no fix points of connection only loops allowing mobility within the assemblage. Like a chain, one leading to the next, in which the length coils to be linked to something greater than itself, no longer belonging to itself but rather becoming part of a whole. From the individual it is changed into an intermediary, a link transmitting to a greater whole. Substance in progressive growth and expansion. Perceived as a natural organism resting on the floor of my studio. There is no anchoring, only points and lines in contact with the ground.

*rebar a material extensible used in construction for its ability to bear tension, usually combined with concrete that works under compression. Both function very well together giving shape to plastic ways of building. This combination called reinforced concrete has been and continues to be a method to erect superstructures.

Cluster, flimsy arches joining intricate corners. Geometry of the underworld, a maze: I kneel myself through an opening, leading to another opening, passageways to new illusions…un claro, tu voz, mi mano.

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outline for NY winter residency presentation

background

Inner landscapes: architecture of flowing boundaries

process

Re-thinking the way the human body comprehend and engages with the material world by:

-Re-introducing a sensorial approach to making including all the senses with a focus on vision and touch.

-Observing the exchange that takes place through touch when interacting with objects and materials in space

Re-visiting past work, interacting and creating new objects, reconnecting with a tactile approach to materiality understanding how valuable these interactions are since they have brought and continue to bring a lot of realizations about the way I think, behave and make. Becoming instruments for my own realization; as a musician tunes and plays his/her instrument, I interact with the objects I create from which I gain insights that I use to unfold my work/practice.

feedback I want to get from the audience

aim for the interaction/ live action:

Describing relationships between subject (you) and any object chosen to interact with. Bearing in mind the following research questions related to the relationship between space, boundaries and the human body:

-How do boundaries / object inform behavior and movement?

-What kind of thoughts and feelings the interaction triggers (if any)?

Follow your breath, choose any of the senses to focus your attention while interacting with the object.

 

By understanding how others perceive/ experience the material world may beam light onto my research question, opening up the field for conversations related to how we see, experience and create new patterns.

process blog update 12-01-18

Notes from visit to: Yasumasa Morimura: Ego Obscura

The exhibition includes three decades of work exploring the limits and construct of “the self”. Being his signature practice that of appropriation, Morimura embodies and re-stages western master pieces from the renascence to the modern era, something he began doing in the 80’s by recreating the self-portraits of Vincent Van Gogh fashioning himself after the painter and continued to evolve until now. Instead of digitally altering the existing work he meticulously reconstructs the whole scene inserting his body in place of the original subject, recreating the background as well as the character within the frame, transforming himself into the figure from the past with narratives that fit the present using his own voice to speak from the characters perspective. As a result, a series of large still images together with video performances and objects used during performance have been curated within three rooms at the Japan Society of NY.

His performances include: Rembrandt, Vincent Van Gogh, Maria Antoinette, Las Meninas by Velazquez, Frida Kahlo, Marilyn Monroe among others:  https://www.google.com/search?q=yasumasa+morimura&safe=active&rlz=1C1SQJL_enUS788US788&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjSucXn-eDeAhUPJt8KHc2PCqkQ_AUIDigB&biw=1524&bih=707#imgrc=KB5F8A7aMVNTZM:

 

Coming across (in the subway) an striking image of Morimura himself dressed up as a geisha girl under the title Ego Osbcura, took me to japan society without any previous knowledge about the artist neither the nature of his work.

Encountering such large photographs of very well-known art pieces from the past embodied by somebody else in the present, including a narrative that sounded as if spoken by the original artists translated today by Morimura, made me think about the role of the artist throughout history and how versatile his performances are, being able to adapt and put himself into a variety of space-time realities.  He never seems to lose his center by over identifying himself with the characters, on the contrary, he creates an interesting space between being the embodiment and the observer at the same time, resonating with the idea of the self stated by the artist: -“there is nothing essential about the self, but an artificial construct, subject to socio-political tendencies and categories such as: race, gender and nationality”. YM

The way he uses his voice: storytelling in monologue format as a tread that connects every bit and piece of the work, creating an underlying tone- rhythm in dialogue with visual content captures the attention of the audience in a very skillful way. I found myself laughing a lot. Morimura’s embodiment’s of the self are very thrilling!

I don’t see any obvious correlation between my work and Morimura’s work. However, my intention is to be the creative observer of my work instead of identifying the work with the layers of meaning I have laid upon it in the past. So, by looking at Morimura’s approach to the borrowed subjects and how he puts himself as the characters without being over identified with them, but instead, simply using them as a visual tool to communicate his voice and view of the world is very amusing for the approach I intend to have to my work.

He approaches the work with an emphasis on the self, whereas from my side, I create objects that can relate to the self.

His visual content takes shape from staging existing scenarios borrowed from the past since the renaissance to the modern era. My visual content derives from my relationship and experience with the materials translated as geometric patterns and shapes in space using different scales.

In his work the idea of time seems to be dismantled from a linear notion of past-present-future experienced it rather cyclic, as coming from the past- being restated in the present. Seeing well known pieces of art re-staged with a narrative that speaks in contemporary language made the piece more accessible to me, specially the old master pieces (Rembrandt, Vermeer, etc).

Time has been implied in my past sculptures as something repetitive and rhythmic, a consistent pattern tuned with the intervals of nature, a measure of change.


Studio time: Observing magnetic behavior: the attractive (+) and the repulsive (-)

2 magnets in space (still & in motion-videos: m_1, m_2, m_3)

Opposite poles when facing each other (+) (-) = attraction (yanking onto each other)

Same poles facing each other (+) (+) = retraction, resistance between them results in separation (gap between them).

this elementary experiment confirms attraction between opposites but left me wonder about the idea of the repulsive when same poles face each other, concluding: there is no such thing as one magnet repealing or pushing away the other but rather a dissipation of energy creating space between them.

dream journallevitating during my sleep after performing this experiment with magnets talks about the subtle impact of the exercise within my mind / psyche.

dream journal

levitating during my sleep after performing this experiment with magnets talks about the subtle impact of the exercise within my mind / psyche.

2 magnets moving in space. For this exercise the poles are facing the plane instead of one another, results are: distance remains constant between them when moving them in the same axis, a mirroring effect takes place when pushing one of the magnets around by the use of a metal bar.

when equal forces are applied to equal sources of magnetism confrontations happens immediately followed by withdrawal. Retracting back into stillness.

magnets & iron particles in space (still & in motion- videos mp1, mp2)

particles align perpendicularly (90 degree angle) to the magnets, only those near enough to the source of magnetism connect that way and as they get farther away that connection is no longer visible. Position and distance determine the visibility of the situation.

As magnets move so do particles piling up like a chain of matter all linked by and to this force, it is indeed hard to keep them separate. This cushion like layer of iron particles creates an extra body making attraction and retraction less obvious to the senses, as if all the energy dissipated was absorbed by the cushion while transfer it between particles.


Performance by Rebecca Horn: Keeping hold of those unfaithful legs is about a dialogue between two human bodies in which each participant is partially bandaged with white tape, joined together with strong magnets attached respectably to the outside of his left leg and of her right leg; such is the power of the connection that the two performers extremities together create a three legged/ double-bodied who is only able to advance with wobbling uncertainty and a lot of effort.  (the following comparison is limited to a text i have read written by Armin Zweite and images taken from internet.)

Being magnetism one of the main components of this piece lead me to ponder it in relationship to my work. Imagining this piece being performed in space makes me think of something I wrote a while ago:

 “Bound by a subtle connection: like a chemical bond and its lasting attraction between atoms. The point of union dwells: where 2 columns unceasingly rest. Evocative of an electromagnetic force, opposite in charge, where the negative electron and the positive proton within the nucleus align”

The fact of these two legs being bonded by such force not only creates a visual image of a third leg but also the idea of an extra alignment and synchronicity that is taking place within each body in space. Suggesting not only a strong connection but also communication that allows movement.  Also, the aesthetic of the pieces and garments choose to perform seem to me a metaphor for magnetic behavior, represented by the colors black and white.

Elements of this work that can relate to mine:

-The use of color, black and white suggesting the extreme behavior of magnets.

-The simplicity of the assemblage: wearable magnets attached to bandage folded and placed within a case. Almost immaterial, occupying very minimum space, when used by the performers the objects become a tool for something else. So, the objects are not an end in and of themselves but rather the means for something else: dialogue, movement, alignment, expression etc.

How is this work different from mine?

My explorations with magnetism seem to be revolving around objects and space whereas for this piece it is mainly about subjects -bodies performing in space.


bodybox: an interaction between a body (subject) and a box (object)

Initial thoughts for the interaction:

-confining my body in a bottomless cardboard box (dimensions are calculated upon my body proportions knelling on the floor- 20”W x 40”H)

-attaching 4 magnets to specific areas on each plane of the box corresponding to magnets attached to my body (top of the head-top of the box, wrists- sides of the box, back of the heart-back of the box)

-wearing tight one piece garment together with elastics bands to hold the magnets in place.

- walking-moving around in space.

describing actions (1st & 2nd interaction):

-encountering a lot of restriction within this limited space, my body generated a lot heat when finding myself confined without being able to make big movements, not even able to walk as i initially thought.

-effort to keep the planes aligned and in place.

afterthoughts: there is a big gap between what was imagined and what happened in space

-box dimensions weren’t enough to allow movement

-geometry changed, originally planned to be a cube, when interacting, the independent planes became parallelograms.

video afterthoughts:

-something cracked open from the box exercise as planes independently rising and connecting one another disregarding conventional notions of composition.

winding up/ realizations:

Understanding that my role along this process it has not only to do with making but also with being the creative observer of my own doing. It was very helpful during this month of practice to look at things for what they are rather than recreating patterns of what I thought they were in the past. Re-signifying the work through different lenses

Contextualizing by comparing my work with others has been also very helpful, a practical way to define things. I must say having the opportunity to see the work in person makes comparison much more accessible whereas using images from internet or books felt somehow limited, both valid yet more inspiring to write from experience than from images and texts.

Re-observing magnetic behavior brought about new realizations about the repulsive: There is no such thing as one magnet pushing away the other but instead retracting motion creates space between them. I can see this realization transpiring through other parts of my being, such us in coming to understand my role as a creative observer as well as having the experience of levitation during my sleep.

Based on interactions with the box (exercise), I’ve sensed viscerally what boundaries are. Enacting what I “think” is threatening, confining my self inside a box brought about a lot of heat within but after the 3rd interaction I found myself just sitting inside a box…it wasn’t a big threat after all, I could easily push the planes away and be in open space again. This left me wonder about ideas / beliefs and how they create imprints on the mind, perpetuating itself -recreating stuff over and over again, until the moment it is fully recognized by the body and the mind.

mapping the practice: finding lines of connection, something between expansion and integration

mapping the practice: finding lines of connection, something between expansion and integration

“A hidden structure necessary for forms, a secret signifier necessary for subjects. There are only relations of movement and rest, speed and slowness between elements that are unformed, molecules and particles of all kind. Nothing develops but things arrive late or early, and form this or that assemblage depending on their composition of speed. A plane of immanence, called the plane of nature, a geometrical plane, no longer tied to a mental design but to an abstract design. Its number of dimensions continually increases as what happens happens, but even so it loses nothing of its planitude. It is thus a plane of proliferation, peopling, contagion…”

(text extracted from: memories of a plan(e) maker, chapter 10. 1730: becoming-intense, becoming-animal, becoming-imperceptible. A thousand plateaus, Deluze & Guattari)

process blog update 11-01-18

Empirical methods imply failure. If I’m experimenting, I’m not expecting to succeed at first, on the contrary I see in failure a potential for learning and discovery.  Going into the unknown without knowing what the outcome would be it is not comforting at all, yet, truly inspires me.

iron fillings

iron fillings

oxide texture

oxide texture

oxidation process: iron particles turning into iron dust


I had a bucket filled with water, magnets, fabric, scrap metal and iron shavings fermenting in my bathroom for the past few weeks and It was fascinating to see how the media reacted and changed during this time of experimentation.

In the beginning a metallic brown layer formed on the surface where the rusty water met the air, looking almost iridescent.  Days passed and I decided to add some vinegar to accelerate the process of oxidation, the result was:

-The thin iridescent layer turned into a voluptuous foam of brownish coloration together with a strong scent, the smell added to the atmosphere in a very particular way, my house smelled like blood at first and soon the smell became more like cheese for several days.  Sharing this later with a scientist friend confirmed the presence of bacteria.

Daily, I began collecting the foam carefully with a metal knife and pouring it onto white parchment paper, moving the liquid around, tracing boundaries, delineating lines and intersections towards wide and open areas likes maps of unknown territories full of interesting textures.

iron foam

iron foam

Once dried I discovered that foam has turned into dust, bringing about an eerie transmutation of the material (iron).

blueprints

iron dust

iron dust


process blog update 10-10-18

Asking questions about myself and the relationship i have to the materials i use made me realize that as much as i’m interested in universal processes and natural phenomena, I’m also piercing fibers that speak about my own identity. During this month of process I’ve been paying close attention to my emotions, gathering them as they came into mind, as well as encountering a lot of obstacles on how to articulate them with my own making…

Revisiting previous video i made interacting with needles and magnets in space made me think of me embracing something larger: Needles as emotions, placed in a semicircular shape creating a boundary with which i interact, stirring them round and around. Rehearsing this motion with a reflective surface underneath provided a smooth surface allowing me to move freely while my voice was playing in the background repeating in a loop…walking in circles, round and around.

Something about my voice was soothing during the whole act of gathering this sharp edges while moving them around. There was a point in which the whole thing became more like a dance….

I Re-envisioned a landscape of needles within boundaries. For which i assembled an object as boundary: a transparent semi-sphere hanged from the ceiling with a rubber cord, suspending steel bars (taken from a bicycle wheel) on magnets, above and bellow.

object as boundary


Rehearsing gathering needles

The elements:

-I created an atmosphere of sound using a vocal processor adding layers of noise and breath and leaving them looping. This sound connected me with the ocean, the sound of breath exhaling through the mouth as when breathing through a tube when diving.

-The camera was set up from above, on a top view position. A drawing previously done (posted above) gave me the hint of such perspective, a body seeing from above with open arms.

-Needles were placed around scattered on the floor, largely enclosing the central object hanging from the ceiling.

-I used magnets in both my hands holding them with medical bandages, which represent a state of being wounded but are also used for practical and self care reasons.

The performance:

I attract needles with both my hands and transfer them into a larger container (object-boundary): the whole act goes from needles being scattered on the ground without limits to needles back into a defined area, for them to be seen and heard…

An amplified space is created for needles and it is through boundaries that the qualities of the needles are embraced, seen and heard.

Being raised with unhealthy boundaries is what triggers this investigation around identity, boundaries and space.



marks of action


a universal process: “stars born from clouds”

(notes taken from a visit i did to the hall of human origins at the museum of natural history of New York)

Our galaxy is rich in nebula, star-forming regions of gas and clouds. Within these immense clouds, small areas sometimes collapse under the force of gravity, begin spinning around their centers, spiraling inward and flatten into disks. It is said that our own solar system began this way.

What happens then within these spinning disks of dust and gas?

Evidence from meteorites demonstrate that in our solar nebula, small bodies such as chondrules (spheres of minerals) collide with other objects and stuck together to form larger bodies, eventually giving rise to planets.

Investigating the deep core of planets has been possible through Meteorites, some of them come from pre-planetary formation that melted causing the rocks and metals to separate into distinct layers cooling slowly (some as slow as one degree every million years). This is a process called differentiation and appears to be the same process that caused the layering in planets in which the rock and metal separated to form the core, the mantle and the crust. Meteorites with high content of iron and nickel are the ones who survived impact when falling onto the earth, more than those with rocky content and for thousand of years these fragments of iron from space provided the strongest metal available for humans.

Visiting the meteorites room (hall of human origins- museum of natural history of New York) made me think of August Rodin’s sculptures. I left the room with the impression that something very strong drives the creative process of a sculptor: perhaps as fiery and intense as the collision between bodies in space…

In my case, I was always attracted to metals and their properties, what hits me is their malleability as well as their ability to remain sturdy and to bear weight. My first interactions with metals began when (driven by a (*) deep-rooted pain / frustration ) I decided to start welding, pounding, cutting, and folding metal. It was the trans-formative aspect of the whole performance at the shop that left me exhausted and at ease…

When that blockage was released I found space and my whole relationship with metals became much more fluid and gentler.  I stopped pounding metal understanding that my body was aching instead of feeling relief as in the beginning and went about experimenting with magnets. Magnets were around in the shop to be used as props to hold metals when welding, while using them as props I also became very curious about this phenomenon and that’s what directed me to investigate and inspired me to create a whole series of pieces around it.

(*) My body as the site of an unresolved pain turned into frustration

 





Today i woke up thinking: what if time was experienced backwards?

Per se, if i go to bed at 7 AM i would be looking to wake up at midnight.

I mean, i wasn’t looking forward for time passing but instead moving backwards.

This doesn’t make sense now but it did! when i woke up

Perhaps and what makes the most sense it is the longing to come back to the slumber

that oscillates between a state i’m not fully awake yet aware…


Notes from my dream journal / September 2018


Time has been implied in my past sculptures as an element of change (motion). I have approached time as a measure of change and now i’m starting to see it as a limit/ boundary constantly moving and adjusting to space…


updated project proposal 

It’s been more than a month since I came back from Berlin’s summer residency and It wasn’t until today (and all the explorations and revisiting i did to my past work right after arriving to NY) that I’ve gained some perspective to write an updated version of my project proposal for this year.

The residency impacted me is ways never expected, bodily and mentally, opening the door to deeper questions about myself and the work I’m making. Getting to understand (after sharing a couple of process blog updates with advisers and folks) that as much as I’m interested in what’s out here in the universe I’m also piercing fibers that speak about my own identity and more specifically an identity that has been wounded: an opening that has no trace, no marks,  it is invisible, heavy and painful. Yet, I see it as a gateway to potential transformation…

This box represents my identity:

“Interior black velvet cladded in mirrors, a hidden magnet and sharp needles”-FB


I had a first insight into the nature of this wound during residency. Through an exercise for metassemblage workshop and after reading the chapter: One or several wolves? From a Thousand Plateaus by Deleuze & Guattari. I ended up creating this simple composition of a pair of trousers crossing a pile of holes made on a sequence of paper and dangled to a pipe ladder along the wall of the studio right next to a erste hilfe box…


Rebecca Horn has been one of few artists recommended to me by advisers and folks for contextualization purposes.  Re-searching and reading about her process and getting to understand her work has been inspiring. There is something striking about the way her objects and machines move: a humane way of building objects and machines almost with a life of their own.    I feel very attracted to her kinetic work and to the balance she creates in her pieces playing between delicate innovation and the space left open for the imagination.


Practice & Re-search proposal

Through an interdisciplinary re-search including: nature, science, dreams and symbolism, I intend to enrich my own process of thinking and making while addressing the subjects of space, boundaries and identity (human body).

-The idea of transformation suggested by the kinetic-magnetic nature of my original work seems to be potent within my practice and it’s something I wish to continue investigating though the body movement experiments (I began after residency: an exploration between my body, magnets and objects in space.)  

-Dreams continue to inform my practice (more often experienced as images, colors, shapes, people and motion, but now, a new element has appeared: I’m hearing sound!) for which I keep a dream journal and sometimes I even record the recollections of words and sound.

-Re-visiting my previous work by making sketches re-imagining new/ potential scenarios is another form of practice I’m also implementing.

I’m thinking that some kind of fusion needs to happen within my creative process, and wonder:

How the limits of space as boundaries inform or define identity? And If by addressing this issues integration could happen.

 

 

process blog update 09-15-18 // exploring the boundaries of space

An investigation revolving around geometry, proportions and the human body in relationship to other objects in space.


" Everything is expressed through relationship. Color can exist only through other colors, dimensions through other dimensions position through other positions that oppose them. That's why I regard relationship as the principal thing"

- Piet Mondrian


Revisiting-sketching sculptures and paintings (I’ve created about two years ago): A middle plane connects the magnetic clusters, iron fillings align perpendicularly to the source of magnetism. The attractive and the repulsive taking the shape of a human body in apparent motion.



media: plexiglass, bronze, magnets, iron fillings, canvas, acrylic paint and liquid chlorophyll.

motion and bodies studies. Charcoal on paper


"There is something strong about the bond within the structure of a diamond that makes it the hardest and most pure element founded in the mantle of the earth, whereas for graphite a weak bond makes it dark and slippery." FB

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media: aluminum base, magnets, iron filings. Dimensions: 12"x 12"

 
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Geometric pattern- projecting a quantitative relationship (ratio) between two amounts showing the number of times one value contains or is contained within the other.

space studies, cardboard model. NTS

 

space studies, planes. Chalk on paper

Geometric pattern on wall

media: magnetic paint, magnets, white charcoal, found objects. Dimensions: 4’x5’

objects: needles, steel bars, steel plate, metal strap

 

This is a series of (12) short videos documenting (slow motion) my interactions with objects attaching four magnets to my limbs (palm of hands and sole of feet), exploring the physical phenomena using my body in relationship to other objects in tandem with a bass sound (Music by: Eliana Liuni).

grabbing and shaking off metal bars-gravity over magnetism.

grabbing and holding needles- felt like a flimsy broken structure, incisive yet insubstantial boundary.

hands and feet clinging to metal strap/ plate- a subtle connection takes place, moving smoothly up and down and around. The strap becomes a boundary: I step on it , balancing, dropping it down and lifting it up, stretching it up and down, over an over again…

Reading Diary: REBECCA HORN’S BODYLANDSCAPES: (X) observations about the race of feeling and drawing in the post mechanical times. by ARMIN ZWEITE.

Rebecca Horn is a performance artist who creates site-specific installations, a sculptor who makes films, an artist who draws and writes poetry. An interdisciplinary artist with high sensitivity and the subtle ability to navigate and connect all these forms of expression through a potent body of work, emotive and sometimes even disturbing, characterized as much by psychological fragility as it is by play and wittiness.

The following (X) observations examine Rebecca Horn’s artistic energy as well as the motifs and aesthetic strategies of her work.

(I)  Rebecca Horn’s work has casted a broad arc between a deeply rooted reality and a all-embracing imagination, characterized by crossing references between emotions, oppressive memories and dreams, reflections of contemporary politics and history, unpredictable responses to locations and moods and the dialogue of a curious mind with science and technology. A very inclusive approach to making by conjuring highly suggestive images throughout a strong desire to manifest forms and motion.

(II) From the late 1960’s to the early 1970’s the artist produced a series of studies addressing the female anatomy. Rather than presenting harmonious visions of feminine beauty these are depictions of a vulnerable and occasionally mistreated body. The body is held together with bandages and corsets that make it look like a chained captive assuming a grotesque appearance through large prostheses and a disability connected to a traumatic past, resembling a subjective insecurity, testifying not only a physical deficit but also psychological, physically manifested by the creation of body sculptures (her drawings acquire objective character) that restrict physicality through enlarged body extremities together with the cutting of sensory perception, clearly conveying a lack of interpersonal communication. Hence the performer takes a passive role/ indirect contact with the audience, hardly allowing any autonomy for the individual expression or improvisation.

 

(III) Rebecca Horn’s work prompts associations with surrealism. The artist does not pay tribute to the 20th century avant-garde movement by directly taking over its forms, motifs or subjects, but instead by adopting specific artistic strategies (i.e. collage, montage, ready-mades) and by concerning herself with the general thematic explored by the surrealist (i.e. erotism, sexuality) making use as well of their linguistic metaphors in her visual works. Keeping hold of those unfaithful legs (title taken from Andre Breton’s and Paul Eluard’s book: L’Immacule conception)  is about a dialogue with Otto Sander in which each participant is partially bandaged with white tape, joined together with strong magnets attached respectably to the outside of his left leg and of her right leg; such is the power of the connection that the two performers extremities together create a three legged/ double-bodied creature who is only able to advance with wobbling uncertainty and a lot of effort.  

Another form of alluding to this surrealist context is made by the artist’s suggestions to legends and myths. In Unicorn, the actor is meant to be seen as a new embodiment of the Minotaur a cross between a man and a bull, an aspiration for forms of re-mythification seems to be very strong, imbued by the yearning for a quality that presupposes primordial knowledge.

Like the surrealists, Rebecca Horn is not stoping at only creating spectacular objects that stand up: the viewer’s interest must be caught by something in these objects that is of deeper human interest. These objects are highly charged with emotional connotations capable of shaking the viewer’s self confidence  calling his/ her sense of identity into doubt, leaving open a space for self interpretation. Her work is constantly revolving around the evocation of things concealed behind their outer appearance, vital energy and sexuality, contrast and harmony, identity and division, drama and poetry always integrated in a multi-layered context, which also seems to be guided by a convulsive beauty.

(IV) In 1978, Rebecca Horn makes Der Eintanzer, a film that to some extent conceals all of the artist’s previous works, adding language and music to her visual imagery as crucial elements of expression, various objects now started to play a major role in her work. Despite the fact of being conceived for a filmic setting these artefacts continue to retain their original form and motory functions preserving their kinetic functiounality alongside their visual appearance, as the four-legged table  that towards the end of the movie starts moving, attempting to stimulate a tango, the table simbolises the grace and innocence of these everyday objects brought to life marking a transformation in Rebecca’s work in which she no longer performs and human element is susplanted by the machines.

In contraposition to Joseph Beuys and other artists associated with the Fluxus and Arte povera movements, Rebecca Horn does not turn to found objects, “impoverished” or worn out/ humble machines; instead she builds particular machines of her own that are designed with precision and technical skill imbued with poetic grace and enchanting fragility.

(v) Kinetic objects, mechanical devices and machines play a special role in Rebecca Horn’s work that is almost unparalelled elsewhere in contemporary art. These machines do not operate according to a rational criteria, are not result-oriented. Driven by small electrical motors, these constructs:  scratch and caress, beat and drill, hit and stab, hammer and slit. As Rebecca Horn has said: “My machines are not washing machines or cars. They have a human quality and they must change. They get nervous and must stop sometimes. If a machine stops, it doesn’t mean it’s broken. It’s just tired. The tragic and melancholic aspect of machine sis very important to me. I don’t want them to run forever. It’s part of their life that they stop and faint”.

Furthermore these high-quality precision machines are associated with the sphere of memory, calling past or pass events back into our minds and evoking a horizon of playfull experience charged with intimations and feelings.

(VI) The future of art seems no longer to lie with the creation of enduring masterpieces, but instead with defending alternative strategies, individual artists continuing to demonstrate new attitudes towards art and life. This is an attitude that can be traced in Rebecca Horn’s work, asserting and exemplary mode of action. Her works intrinsically act as prototypes, possessing an open structure, the instance of the process that is always open to change: to further development and exploration. Her  aesthetically autonomous machines  are  not seeing as a sacrosanct fully-completed masterpieces but instead as artifacts that can point beyond the narrow confines or art. Building a bridge between everyday life and art. Everyday life objects having a life of their own and placed in unfamiliar contexts.

(VII)  The quality of her motory installations are attributed to a femenine methaporic language. Although her work do not illustrates this directly it can be sensed, somehow felt in a subtle manner. What stands out is their repeteadly and constant motion mechanisms creating rythms  suggests a responsive relationship between man and machine and even man/nature-machine. Operating in large constellations assuming specific roles, this artifacts are real performing machines and can  be compared to the human body as they flirt, dress up and pose, tremble, quiver and sigh, they lay bare the hidden. Translating the human phyche in parodistic manner.  It is the articulation of uncertainty that hightens the qualities of these impressive installations.

(VIII)  Rebecca Horn is anthing but formalist in her approach to art. Whatever choices of medium, her works are driven by a mission to reflect the mistery of human existence, to articulate the enigmatic nature of being with all it ups and downs, in all its ramifications and limitations, and towards this end uncessingly seeking new images, signs, symbols and metaphores.

(IX)  Rebecca Horn’s work revolves around repetition, the kinetic dimension is infused with potentially unlimited duration opening to a landscape of vast imagination. Compared to Jane Tinguely’s work her mechanical paintings are not dependent on the machine itself and the inserted sheet of paper but also are determined by people, objects, duration and specific spaces/ situations becoming a subject to change. They seem to be live mechanisms appearing in tandem with her poems, emphasising the close relationship between writing and drawing, meaning and form, concept and perspective, the poem develop a perspective from which the work can be viewed.

 

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(X)  The artist’s symbolic forms deeply rooted in subjective experience are constantly forging images that transcends the personal into a more broader picture. A symbolic language common to the whole humanity.

In her work the mirror motif is much more than a means to make the room appear larger, their refractions and multiplication of appearences adress the issue of identity. Where role and persona become interchangeable, the self appear as the other: resembling one another but not identical. The mirror opens up an alter world where reality and ilusion appear indistinguisable. She also appeals to a range of other things, materials and substances implying magic and alchemy shown in her preferences for substances like mercury, sulphur, black or red liquids, silver and gold to point to an objective mythopoetic laguage borrowed from Carl J. Jung, the artist does not view the purpose of alchemy worshiping some hermetic mysticism but in the possibility of steering the development of the individual along an artistic path (path of individuation) towards a condition of wholeness incidentally leading us to the cosmos. However, pursuing this goal she sets her sights not on society as a whole but solely in the individual. Ultimatly she is conerned with bonding the fundamental opposites of male and female aling the process of self-discovery, unifying incompatible forces abd bridging contradictions, like in the chemical wedding manifesting the union of male sulphur with female mercury in the shape of a human figure.

The deeper artistic meaning of her creativity extends beyond this perspective and it could be seen in the light that her work addresses fundamental questions of the human existence without the promise of conclusive answers or practical remedies. As she defines it  in the documentary (Rebecca Horn is Traveling) created by the Tate Modern for her retrospective show in 1994, after all: “It is a magic act” in which the artist is fully committed to the process not even interested in analyzing the purpose or further meaning of the work, then is when the audience takes over.

Reading Diary: SEDUCER or SEDUCED: with Andrew Cook

The concept of beauty for humans seems (to me) to be among the most relative subjects, changing according time, space and cultural settings. What is “beautiful” now a days within a globalized western culture differs a lot from what it used to be for the pre- Columbian cultures, per say the Mayan culture. They certainly had a sense of beauty that was quite different from ours: slanted foreheads, slightly crossed-eyes, nose that appears broken, elongated neck, pierced ears, lips and nose, tattooed bodies so on… whereas for now those notions seem to be different what I find in common is the human aspiration for beauty, something really to strive for.

I was born in a country in which people have developed a cult around sculpted and delineated bodies and faces leading to a superficial understanding of the subject matter, as if beauty was only skin deep.

What is beauty then? Personally, seems to expand beyond physicality, an inner state rather, something gestated within that inevitable translates without.

What triggers that perception of being or seeing something very alluring?

Certain works of art do! and have the capacity of making us respond, return to an original state by feeling mysteriously attracted, a dynamic connected also with qualities such as: surprise, elation, exaltation, enabling a self-transcendent experience.

Reading Diary: WALKING PRACTICE: cycling journey / entering the woods with Herman Bashiron Mendoliccio

Re-envisioning a way that could bring human beings closer to nature, leaving behind our human attempt and tendency to control and dominate nature replacing it with a more equanimous relation with our planet is very much needed. Eradicating this idea of nature as something wild that needs to be conquered  (perhaps inherited from the colonizing eras).

Seems to me that this model for change not only needs to be thought and spoken about but more than anything needs to be acted upon. The state of emergency is here, there, everywhere.

The Nordic countries and their way of outdoor living called “Friluftsliv” as a slow and peak experiences in the transmodern society proposes  a very clear and pragmatic model for this change, offering the perspective of co-operating with nature instead of controlling it. I agree with the author when stating: “free nature was our true home”. Then reconnecting with that essence could be a way to restore that lost forgotten connection. I also believe that by reestablishing contact with the natural environment something else happens within our bodies, systems, psyche. Effects very well recorded and explained in the article “effect of forest bathing”.

At a personal level of experience, I do feel positive shifts within my body and mind after spending time in nature, so I can see this model proposed by the Nordic countries as a viable and realistic approach to this problem. Healthy body, mind and soul creates a healthy society that translates into the world. This care certainly involves self-knowledge, responsibility and the willingness to share and learn from others, implies an inside-out journey that not only embraces the self but also our relation with others and the environment.

Society and culture are in constant exchange supported by economy and technology. How this economies are as well re-envisoned based on this new model? How the support system for this new way of living and acting is embodied? How we as artists living during this moment in history immersed in a culture that is always asking for more to consume at (every level) could contribute to that shift? What is the role of the artist within this new model?

Leaving behind the industrial era heading for a more fluid and perhaps even less tangible (virtual) reality together with the rapid generational change started in the second half of the 20th century and what we have experienced so far from the 21st  century has created not only change but also a sequence of gaps. How do bridge them? Could somehow this model be a way for finding unison?

Reading Diary: SILENCE/ SILENCED: with Elena Marcheveska

Personally, I find a lot of meaning in SILENCE: wisdom, space, aggression, neglection, inability to express, repression, acceptance, patience. Contradictory in nature, silence has the power to change what’s arising. I find this idea fascinating. What makes an act of silence to go one way or the other, to remain in stillness or to become an omission?  One implicates absence while the other implicates exclusion. This can perhaps relate to the idea that the power of silence has two forms: one joyful and the other disturbing. In both cases silence is the privation of speech. Of being unable to say what one wishes to say or even choosing not to say what one has to say. I find a lot wisdom in knowing when to speak up. One can also convey a big deal by the simple  act of being silent and present.

Looking back at Ancient Civilizations and Traditions, I can see how silence was something sacred and even required to undergo any initiation, the text refers to the Greeks with the Eleusinian mysteries, to the Roman pantheon where the goddess Angerona commands silence with the expression of her mouth bound and sealed. I think of the Buddhist traditions and their approach to silence as something noble, as a technique used to refrains from speaking as a way to help quiet the mind and condition the body in the discipline of right speech.

The unsayable not because of omission but rather as something to be realized individually from within. Words can sometimes fall short in the effort of trying to describe emotions, feelings, events, etc. There! is when new ways of expression are so helpful, like painting, defined by Simonides (Greek poet) as “silent poetry”, the making mute of poetry, the silencing of the word. After that a lot can arise and silence becomes this act of allowing for other expressions to be expressed. Then painting silences language by interrupting the relationship of significance created between name and thing or the labeling of a thing, leaving a gap open for namelessness.

Art nowadays has become something noisy with appeals for “silence”. Hence there seems to be a tendency for the artist to transgress that by embracing silence as much as he/she remains an artists and keeps his/her conversation with the public, preserving this reclusive, silent, empty space in which this deeper experience of immediacy with art is translated into something more experimental. Art as a technique for focusing the attention, where the artist task is to open up new areas and objects of attention. The art-work there remains as a tool for perception and realization. Ultimately, silence never ceases to imply its opposite and to demand on its presence. As John Cage puts it: “there is no such thing as silence, something is always happening that makes a sound” similarly there is no such thing as “empty” space as long as there is human awareness within a cosmos in which there is always more to be seen.

Reading Diary: METASSEMBLAGE: collaging theory & practice with Michael Bowdidge

 

In this paper: -From aesthetics to abstract machine: Deluze, Guattari and the contemporary art practice, the author (Simon O’Sullivan) ponders upon contemporary art practice referring to the philosophical framework of Deluze & Guattari. Beginning with his experience encountering a particular work of art, that of Cathy Wilkes among other artists from the Glasgow art scene and how he re-thinks (upon this encounter) what contemporary art “is” and what it “does”. Followed by a second section in which the author crosspollinates abstract concepts from Deluze & Guattari opus aimed to contemporary art practice in general. Lastly, elaborating a conclusion about: The future orientation of art, linked to the abstract machine and its diagrammatic function, a function that does not represent but rather construct a new type of reality. Treating our life’s as a work of art.

Addressing the following issues;

Art as sign, object, quality, event whose presence indicates the presence of something else. New assemblages taking place from the recombination of already existing elements, executed by new art practitioners willing to inscribe the work of art within a network of signs and significations, recasting and manipulating existing material from elsewhere. Offering an Interdisciplinary kind of art practice.

Aesthetics as an impulse towards innovation. Away from any particular Jandra, closer instead to a more spontaneous expression of the multiplicity of form and meaning nowadays. The artist as the one (re-assembling, re-signifying) bringing about something “new”. As we evolve as human beings so does art and our new ways of expressing it. Life and art (inseparable- to me) as two sides of the same coin.

Art as an experience that takes place beyond the boundaries of time and how we conventionally experience it, deploying different temporalities. I link this to my experience with Wilke’s work, in her recent show at MOMA ps1 (NYC-March-2018) in which I could sense this slowing down- entering into stillness kind of sensation when going through her installations, objects, pieces and images.

Dialectical opposition within the aesthetics of art, one of dissent and criticism versus the other of affirmation and creativity (the birth of something new). It’s one’s style of thought: “Whether one is drawn to negation and critique or to affirmation or creativity “- Deluze. Both are necessary stages that build onto each other along  the process of bringing about something new. It is important to me to give space and allow critique in order to clarify the direction of the new that is to be manifested.

Artist as visionaire, rendering new compositions of affect, it is through the artist’s abilities and skills that a new visions are brought into this world as compositions. Art as a vital force from the dark-unknown caught by the imagination of the artist and translated by his/ her abilities and skills. Art practice can then be described as the realization of this potential that surround us all.

Uncertainty as that that holds potential opening up new pathways. It is  very important to my creative process to allow error, absurdity and the stop of making sense. Experimentation has been and continues to be the key to further incorporate  these points of indeterminacy and to freeing my work from being useful.

World as fiction, being able to grasp the world of convention as fiction is what enables us to gain some perspective, seeing not only its limits but also going beyond that into a world of pure potential, giving birth to new possibilities for life. Our interaction with the world and with art then becomes an event, an event that bears the potential for new patterns.

Reading Diary: INFINITE PLAY: with Kim Schoen

For the selected reading I have identified two categories: (1) falling under a more theoretical frame of work related to language, death, infinity and its origins, linked to the foundations of what seems to be the western world view-Theology emerging from Greek philosophy, specifically Platonic philosophy in the setting up of this idea of truth- theoretical truth and Greek mathematics in the setting up of an ideal representation of space-time very much grounded in the idealization of empirical units of measurements making possible this idea of a systematical coherent theory that begins with self-evident principles constructing the all possible spatial forms. Deductive format of a science that contains the knowledge of all possible figures and its relationships by accumulation of observations (western science); (2) Giving shape to a more pragmatic definition of infinity linked to play, games, the theatrical, the dramatic presented in a more dialectical manner showing the oppositions between this two interactive elements: finite/ infinite.

 

(1)   “The origin of Infinity” addressing the following issues: 

The idea of infinity as an idealized form, it can’t be given, it can only be aimed at- it is by becaming through aim and intention that can be pursued. Infinity as extension whose forms and properties are studied by mathematics and no longer by empirical measurements.

Infinity as a theoretical attitude formed by disengagement, disinvolvement, disinterestedness, it is the distance from the object, yet motivation is the link that connects together the phases of life into one stream, this link breaks when theory arises. The one who converts to the theoretical attitude isolates himself, detaching from the common needs of human nature never serving the society or nation, whereas for an ideal of truth one utterly implicates the other- ethical intersubjectivity -giving as a result a humanity totally responsible for all the moves it takes.

The infinity of time as form in the present, this theoretical subjectivity according to Hussserl (above mentioned) produces out of itself the infinity that reveals into this world. Hence the living present of an actual consciousness has infinite horizons before and behind it. How does consciousness has that intuitive capacity? Reflection makes consciousness itself the object of intuition. Reflection can see consciousness as having the form of phases, one succeeding the next as an impression, a moment of actual awareness crystallizing in the present.

What is formed in the present also gives form to the past and future, past is implicated in the present as well as motivated by the moments passed, that is how every-time we tell a story about ourselves from the past to another person we are re-creating that memory or story at that given moment. The present then becomes the anchorage in which life expands spontaneously producing the form of the now. Consciousness consists on the actualization of that living in the now

 

(1)    “Language to Infinity” addressing the following issues: 

Boundless misfortune, as Homer said: the resounding gift of the gods sending disasters to human beings so we can speak of them, marks the point where language begins and the limit of death (the realization of it) opens infinite spaces within language. In this possibility speech finds its infinite inventiveness. Language as a door, an opening to an ever expansive landscape of infinite possibilities, finding possibilities in its own divisions, repetitions, analogies, self-images, system of mirrors, a language that postpone death by ceaselessly opening a space analog to itself. As referred in the “Library of Babel” by Jorge Luis Borges, everything that can possibly be said or has been said, pronounced, meant- it all exist within this sovereign language that recovers them and is even responsible for their birth, a language that hovers against death, because it is at the moment of falling into the shaft of an infinite hexagon that the most lucid of the librarians reveals that even “the infinity of language multiplies itself into infinity, repeating itself without end in the divided figures of the same”. This makes me think about speech and sound as forms of vibration that can endlessly multiply aiming towards infinity.

 

(2)   “Finite and Infinite games” addressing the following issues:

 Finite games versus Infinite games

Finite games: played for the purpose of wining, agreement that involves a beginning an end and a set of rules under which the game is played, defined as temporal boundaries, it needs an opponent and most times teammates, rules are set as to bring the game with the opponent to and end, finite players play within boundaries, finite players assume roles and put up with masks, self-veiling as a free suspension of our freedom, how far can we go with that self -veiling? Finite games are theatrical, the script is used not as rules but rather as the actual exchange between actors/ players, surprise is crucial and can cause the end of the game, to be prepared against surprise is to be trained, Training towards a final self-definition. Death for finite players is abstract, finite players play for the tittles-for immortality, finite play is serious, looking at what could be impossible for others. Contradictory, both true and false. Power is a concept that only belongs to finite games, measured in units of comparison, one can best powerful only when completing something in a close field, one does not win by being powerful but to be so.

Infinite games: played for the sake of continuing playing, freedom of play if one must play one can’t play, internally defined, finite games can be played within infinite games but not the other way around, it has no boundaries or limit of play, it can expand into any number of worlds, rules can be defined as a way of continuing communication with each other, infinite players play with boundaries, infinite games are dramatic, surprise is the cause for the infinite play to continue, infinite players play in complete openness-vulnerability, as a way of exposing their constant growth, infinite player not only expect to be surprised but also to be transform by it. To be prepared for surprise is to be educated, Education leads to a continuing self-discovery. Death for infinite players is a fact that can happen during the course of the play, its dramatic, and even given as an offering for the continuation of the game, infinite players play as mortals, infinite play is joyous. Laughing at what can be possible with others. Paradoxical yet true. Infinite players play with strength, something that can’t be measured, strength is not matter of force but rather allowing others to do what they wish in the course of my play with them.

To be playful is not to be trivial or superficial but rather to interact with others at a level of choice, having at every turn the freedom to choose continuing playing and if so how to continue with that play.

The degree to which one is open to expose the self at that level has to do with an openness and understanding of what an infinite play really means.